Revealing Things.....

So recently I have been talking less and less to the people from back at home... mainly my ex girlfriend. I am not the reason for this, she is. Read further to understand more:

A few weeks ago I went on vacation from school on my three week break. I went to my grandparents for a little R&R after a long quarter. So one weekend my ex calls me on the phone and I was there to answer. By the time I get the call it is late at night there, as she is two hours ahead of me, so I said I would call her the next day. Well next day rolls around and I shoot her a call. She answers and says she will call me back in five minutes or so. Well 15 minutes rolls around then 40 and so on until the end of the night. By about 45 minutes later I just stopped being by the phone and went to do something else. Well two weeks later she still hasn't called me..... I decide to give her a call to see how she was doing, who knows maybe she got hurt or something happened? I call her cell and I get the lovely message saying that this number is no longer in service. Needless to say I was angry as I was told we were friends and what not.

What a friend right?

I decide to call again to make sure I had the right number and sure enough it was disconnected. A day later I call her house and leave her a message.

A week goes by... followed by another one.

At this point I am angry and not really caring because it is her loss not mine. One day I get a call in the middle of the day, which I did not know about as my phone is in my bag while I am at school, and sure enough it was her. She calls all happy sand saying how we haven't talked in a while and that she called because she thought of me from a recent Weird Al song. Needless to say I didn't call her right back, but it was the thought that counted for her to actually call me.

It's about a week later now and I still hadn't called her back. I get another message on my phone, this time in a down trodden voice saying she needed some help with her computer and I was the only one she could call. I'm sort of her techxpert if you will. This came in the middle of class so I never called her.

Today I received another call from her saying how we both know she is a terrible person and what not... well her real reason to call me was to get some computer help.

Now I see what I really am... I am not a friend but basically an object. I listen to her and help her when she needs it but I never get any of it back. This just goes to show I am a nice guy and nice people always get the shaft. My payment is a call when she needs something. I didn't realize this before but I do now.

Maybe I will call her back tomorrow to see what she wanted.. who knows? I was busy tonight otherwise I would have tonight. I would like to keep in touch but I am no longer going to put forth an exorbitant amount of effort into staying in touch.

If she doesn't want to talk to me anymore she should just say it and not pretend to be my friend...